newlife

After all that happened in the last six months, it feels incredible that you're still with me, doing just fine. So many times as I thought I would lose you on the road. This has been the toughest test I've gone through so far. It's been hard physically, but mostly mentally. I have not dared to be happy and really get attached to you, I have not dared to start planning for real, for a life with you. I have lived day by day, counting on each week that has gone and waited for that first milestone, when you with relatively high probability could survive without permanent damage, even if you were born much too early. We have now passed that milestone, and a little stone has finally fallen from my heart - and replaced by an fast growing love for you, my son. ❤ #baby #babyonboard #son #babyboy #minime #child #mychild #love #unconditionallove #unreal #family #mother #mothertobe #pregnency #pregnant #toughpregnancy #sweden #swedishgirl #umeå #newstart #newbeginning #newfuture #newlife #waiting #longway #hardtime #incredible #summer #swedishsummer #summer2018

⚫️⚪️🔜 We are all equal in the fact that we are all different. We are all the same in the fact that we will never be the same. We are united by the reality that all colours and all cultures are distinct & individual. We are harmonious in the reality that we are all held to this earth by the same gravity. We don't share blood, but we share the air that keeps us alive. I will not blind myself and say that my black brother is not different from me. I will not blind myself and say that my brown sister is not different from me. But my black brother is he as much as I am me. But my brown sister is she as much as I am me. #blacknwhite_perfection #blackandwhite #newday #newlife #newstyle #newopportunities #365days #mydiscovery #myact #woman @a.m1990a

My soul has been feeling restless. I feel the winds of change rattling my bones. I am parched from a life that has gone stale. I long to drink from the fountain of excitement. New city, new job, new version of me. #changeisagoodthing #newlife #alwayschanging #neverthesame #youonlyliveonce #experience #restless #soulwork

I look happy, I spread positive things or quotes or vibes or advice, I make this account seem like I’m okay. But I’m going to be honest. I’m not. I’m dying inside. ••• I have cried all day today. My weight, being the main thing Ive cried about. I hate being addicted to food, and I hate hating myself and not being confident. In 6 months I am getting weight loss surgery. At 19 years old. ••• I’ve been overweight my entire life, but I’ve really let myself go recently. Being over 400 pounds is hard, physically and mentally. ••• It’s time to give myself a life. I’ve never even had a life. I can’t cross my legs, buckle in most cars, walk long distances, I haven’t ran in God knows how long. I have a passion for dance, I’ve always wanted to join a dance team. That is my goal, and my goal weight is to just be healthy, because I can tell you right now that this is not. ••• I’m going to switch up my account some. I’m on multiple journeys, so I will post about them. Weight loss, anxiety, depression, recovery. There is absolutely no hate on my page, you will be blocked. I accept everyone. I support you all 100%. ••• Change happens now. The life I deserve happens now.

What a great show. #powerful line up of comedians, each with their own identity and ideologies towards comedy, brought together for the #weownthenorth comedy tour and #slayed #ParrySound. Where next? I hear Toronto is next. Where do you think the next venue is going to be? #Gratitude #thanks #fan #fans #love #Toronto #torontolife #ontario #canada #comedy #comedian #newlife #standup #the6ix #tdot #funny #life #hilarious #comics #history #instagood #mtthinking #truthhurts #neverleavefunnyonthetable